So...apparently, they are picking people to be in the nursing program as soon as midterm this year. Yea..I'm so fucked. My head is spinning out of control and my mind can't quite grasp that it is so soon. I feel my breaths shortening and quickening with each second that passes by. What if I don't get in again. For the third time? I can't deal with this. I don't know how to and I feel like I'm really completely all alone in this. In my heart of hearts, I don't think anyone, except for probably Merely, would know how I feel since she's kinda in the same boat as me. It's like my whole world is on a very thin line. A wet paper. And slowly tearing away inch by inch. Holding this burden of hell is not an easy thing for me to do. The words not making it in..is enough for my heart to sink into my stomach.