So today in class the teacher had this brilliant idea for everyone who wanted to say a sentence like, I love Jesus, or Jesus is my saviour...ect. could just say it out loud. Of course there was hesitation at first but after the fist person went, other people started to join in. But of course not everyone said anything, and when at last he called for more people to say something, there was silence. And the professor said, oh what a painful silence, but for those that said something, there are angels in heaven that are rejoicing. . . Okay I am one of the many that did not say anything and I could see him just looking at me, and the more he looked the more agitated I got and I was getting annoyed. Just because you say something, doesn't mean it means anything. I'm sure there were people who meant it, but I'm also sure there are those who just said it because they felt guilty. It's my opinion, and it could be wrong or right, but I think it was so stupid how the professor was just like, oh u said something, you are saved, and you didn't, you are in trouble...that is annoying. I didn't say anything because I didn't feel like it was right for me to say it, I don't want to publicly be a hypocrite. I mean, I know that what I do is my own fault and that I feel guilty because of my own sins, but seriously, when I'm constantly faced with like words or terror in class, I sometimes feel like I just want to run the other way because I don't want to do anything out of fear. Yea yea, I know I'm lost. But please, quit shoving ideas down my throat every single day. Useless...