Another uneventful day here in Rhinetown. It's cold as hello. I went to Walmart and bought this bright pink blush and when I opened it, it broke. So..Idk if they will let me return it or not cuz its not my fault. Went home and watched two documentaries. I watched one about the Titanic and another about Lord of the Ring. I liked the Titanic one better. I'm not sure what to get people for christmas. There's about a million things to be bought and tossed out within a week in all these stores. Not that I even have stores around me. I saw this website called People of Walmart and it's a little sad, but I fear one day if I don't get out, I will be on the front page of the site. . . . Boring ass post I know. But that's what's going down. I should work Sunday, but I'm not sure, cuz it's Sunday and sundays are never busy. I want to bring back my speakers but they are kinda big but I love love good sound systems. That's a must. I should snap outta this and think of something to do. Oh I freakin tried to find Season 2 of Nip Tuck. No one has it. Damn it. I was counting on it to veggitate my mind while watching the time slip pass. Everyone here is so incredibly white, I stick out like a alien with a neon sign on my back that says I don't belong. LoL. Well it's not that I don't feel different, but everywhere I walk, people stare like they've never seen someone with actual natural black hair and dark eyes like mine. I'm cold and I turned the heat up to 80 already but it does nothing. My feet feels numb. I'm not hungry but I feel bored enough to eat. MUST resist. I freakin gained back 2 lbs. So I'm back to fat 107. Disgusting I know. LOL jkk I'm kidding. It's not gross, it's normal. Right. ... Annnyyways. I so I have nothing to talk about. Nothing to comment on..oh except I went to church today and the kids were having this special christmas program thing where they do skits and sing. It was so cute when the primary kids sung. Every single one of them are tone deaf. But when the juniors did their skits...umm it was So awkward because I when I was their age I did that too and I never realize how utterly humiliating the whole process is. So until next time. Peace