Sunday, August 2, 2009
Only I can decide for myself what I want
Only I can make it happen
Only I can change myself for the good
It just takes motivation
Self control
Determination
I can do it.
I just know I can.
I need to believe in myself and No one else
The real beautiful souls are those who worked for it
Every minute is a chance to change
To fixed what I've messed up
So don't give up
Even if I binged, or gain
I have so much work to do and I'll get there
I owe it to only myself to keep going
I deserve it and I know it
I owe it to nobody but myself.
I go by my rules.
I play my game.
And I can't be touched.
It's just to feel confidence again
To gain back my self esteem I've lost
No longer cry over my refection
To stop looking at other girls and feel inferior
to be proud of what I've achieve
I remembered that feeling a long time ago.
I'm tired of pretending I'm satisfied
I'm not going to give up.
There is no way I can fail in the end.
You have NO idea how much I've wanted it
To get to the finished line
It's all I've ever wanted since for years now
It's all or nothing
I'm comming back
I'll get there, I just know.











