Sometimes I feel as though God looks down on me and laughs. Today, I didn't go to sleep. I don't know why..maybe it was the two energy drink I drank because I have no other source of liquid in my room other than the toilet and tap water, which is just as bad as the toilet I'm assuming. Anyways, I decided that I was going to drive to walmart and pick up a Gas Cap. As I turn on the car, the break locks up and I can't put it in drive. Instead, it starts rolling backwards. I could not understand why...so I called my sister, who told my mom, who of course blamed it on the gas cap being lost, which has absolutly nothing to do whatsoever with the breaks locking up. Anyways, turns out my battery died. OMG!!!!!!! Anyways, I had to get Campus Safety up to the parking lot and they jump started my car. This whole time I just can't believe it. And jump starting a car is really freaky to me, cuz I just keep getting this vision that either the car will explode or someone will get electrified. Anyways, he told me to keep my car running for at least 15 mins. I kept my car running for 40 to make sure the battery recharges. So after I get my gas cap, I walk outside and what do you know, it's pouring rain. Me, myself, my stupid car, and whole lonely world, with the pouring rain. It's a picture not worth even one word. Now I'm back, and I'm glad to be alive, even if this morning blows. Right now, I'mma hit the sack. And I hope I don't wake up until the sun goes down. I guess that's how my life goes. I hate to say I'm unlucky. Cuz I feel like if I say that, then bad things will happen to me in my life. Like I will die tomorrow. Or I will be burned. Or I wont be able to move anymore. Or I will get some kind of cancer. Or I will be forever lost. Or that I will lose him. Or that my car will explode. Or that my dog will die. Or that my life will go to shit. I don't like it when people tell me I'm unlucky. It makes me feel like they are some kind of gypsy and has looked into a magic ball and saw. So I just want to say, these things happen. And if I focus on all the bad things, then everyday will be some kind of unlucky day. Because everyday, something happens, little or big, and if I think too much about it, then all the bad things will stick out more. And I wont' see any of the good things. If I become more optimistic, and less sarcastic, maybe things will seem better. I know life will go on regardless of how I see it, but that is actually not the important part. The important part is how I will handle it. I don't believe in luck. I believe in how one approaches each situation.