AHH...I hate it when my mom yells at me.
Seriously, I think it's the worst sound in the world. I'd rather sit through a hour of dog barking at each other, alarms beeping in the morning, black ppl shouting, or twangy country music than to listen to her yell for 10 mins. I think mothers can strike you in places that sting the most, my mother does that, and rubbing alcohol does it too. My mother... will blow any situation outta proportion. I remember when I was little, only like 5 years old, she would yell like she does now to me if I lost a hair tie. Yea..she's freaking crazy psycho. I don't think she knows how to be chill about anything. And everything she says, I've heard it a thousand times before, since I was five.

"Your stupid, you're dumb, your brains retarded. You are a disappointment, I can't believe you're my daughter, Get out of my sight, Run away, I hate you, You never think about anything, you can't do anything, you're lazy, you're so bad, you're a liar, you cheat, you waste so much, you're messy, you're slow, you're fat, you're not like this and that person... you're not good enough."


Who the fuck says that to their kids? Hahaa I use to think this was normal. I use to think that it was normal to constantly feel scared of my mom. I always feel like a complete failure when she points those things out. Like it was actually my fault for being so imperfect. But I realize that I can never do anything wrong without her blowing up like it's the worst thing in the world. Give me a break...she makes so many mistakes too, but she never ever apologizes, and even if she's wrong, she'll never admit nor will she back down. Even if she knows she was wrong. My mother...Damn she's so fucking stressful. Sometimes, I'm glad I'm not close to her, because then I would have to listen to her even more. And then I would go deaf. Which may not be a bad thing with her.

okay all things aside, I know, I know, she's not perfect, I love her...but I don't really care right now, It's just venting. And if anyone knows my mom, they would know she's insanely annoying in a scary way.
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