I love my family. As messed-up, twisted, and psychotic we are...I still love them. And it weighs so much on my heart, sometimes, I feel responsible. And I want them to find a meaning and a way to live that will bring happiness. If I could bring them that, it would lift this burden from within me, and I would be satisfied. You just don't understand how I feel. No, you don't understand how lonely life can be. And I can see that in their eyes, and it is the worst feeling... So I pray they find peace, and I will do the best I can to show them that I do care...

She got the call today, one out of the grey
And when the smoke cleared, it took her breath away
She said she didn't believe 'it could happen to me'
I guess we're all one phone call from our knees
We're gonna get there soon
If every building falls, and all the stars fade
We'll still be singing this song, the one they can't take away
Gonna get there soon, she's gonna be there too
Cryin' in her room, prayin' "Lord come through"
We're gonna get there soon
Oh it's your light; oh it's your way
You pull me out of the dark, just to shoulder the weight
Cryin' out now, from so far away
You pull me closer to love, closer to love
Meet me once again, down off Lake Michigan
Where we could feel the storm blowin'
Down with the wind
And don't apologize for all the tears you've cried
You've been way too strong now for all your life
I'm gonna get there soon, you're gonna be there too
Cryin' in your room, prayin' "Lord come through"
We're gonna get there soon