Today's date: Tue. Aug. 4, 2009
Current weight: 110.2 lbs 49.8 kg

Goal for this week: 109 OR 108 lbs by Sunday Aug 9, 2009

My Goal weight in general: 95 lbs 43 kg by...who knows when.
Hopefully, if I lose a pound a week, I will get there around November 15, 2009.

And I'm being skeptic on this because I don't know how it's going to be during the actual school year. I'll probably end up eating a lot more because Sam will be around and he eats a lot, and the school will be more stressful, and in general, more people = more chances to go out = more chances to pig out = a bigger, fatter me.

I know it's not a lot, it's just one or two pounds, but seriously...at southern for some really fucked up reason, it's hard to lose just one or two pounds. It really makes no sense, but whatever..I'll just have to wait longer I guess.

I really should get a case of water in my room. Because I drink alot of water, and I only go to the cafe. once a day, so .. my supply is limited. I don't want to constantly buy each bottle in the cafe cuz thats expensive, when I can get a whole case of it at walmart or something. I should make a trip out there tomorrow..this week is going to be crazy. I'm so busy with so much class. Today I saw my professor in the gym. I am not making it up when I say, he really hates me. I smile and wave at him and I'm like three feet right in front of him, and he just looks at me and glares. Then he smiles and laugh at another student right next to him. WTF?! I hate him so much. Seriously...what the HELL did I do to him? I got suspended like fucking last year. How the hell did that affect you. Mother Fucker. I hope he walks down the street one day and gets hit by lighting or a meteorite. He's such a asshole duchebag. He's so disgusting looking too. He looks like a fucking gorilla/ape with pubes on his head for hair. Fuck Him and Fuck his class. I'mma do good in it, and then he'll look like the faggot cock sucker he really is.