I am awake. And I find this dull. I wish someone was up right now too. I feel like talking to people. It's really pretty sad, a lot of the friends I had back in high school, I hardly talk to them anymore. I feel like a stranger, not someone they can come to have a heart to heart. Instead just a friend that once in a while you'll say hi to on facebook or something equally distant and meaningless. I know that everyone goes separate paths, but still, I feel like I went the complete opposite path. They still talk to each other a whole lot more than I do. Am I a bad friend to lose this connection? Not that it's not there anymore, I don't know how it could ever be the same again. I feel like I've gone down a path that does not even come close to crossing over with theirs, my life is going a diff. direction and we all have diff. people and values and stories and songs and pictures and little things like inside jokes and shows we don't share together anymore...it's a door to close and another one to open somewhere else. So, Here's to closing those doors, the old days. And here's to keeping yours open, for better days.